The boss

Waking up every day and having to do the same stuff everyday is the most monotonous thing I have ever done in my life. Wake up, take a crap, brush teeth, take a bath, dress up..... Get to work and have this guy push you around and make you feel like your efforts are unnoticed. Wake up a few days later and try to do your usual routine in reverse order but you still end up being frustrated by your boss or work. It sucks I know.

So I decided to switch things around. I got rid of the irritating bosses and replaced them with the meanest I have ever come across. This bastard pushes me to the edge. He is unforgiving and doesn't want to hear me make excuses. The idiot won't even give me a day off, lord knows I need it. Being in the family business is hard because you know you are working for something that will last in the family for years to come. By the way, said bastard is me.

Now we have our daily routine slightly adjusted to include a moment of self motivation, telling myself I need to focus and get myself together. That usually lasts the whole day. Now I understand why my previous bosses worked long and pushed me hard. Its because they know the goal to be achieved and they see the obstacles in the way and their attitude towards work is their way of overcoming the challenges.

I feel tired, battered and bruised because I work hard but sometimes the ends are not justified by the means and you ask yourself, is this worth it? Hell yeah!!!! Some days are so good you feel you are running the world and some just beat you down so bad you want to cuddle up to mama and cry. But no! I can't afford such sentimental luxuries. I have to push myself and the people that work for me but Lord forbid I turn into the evil I loathed so much in form of my old bosses. I am willing to learn for those that want to teach.

That said... I hope my boss can give me a break...bastard!!!