An Xalent State Of Mind

Scenario 1 5,4,3,2,1....BANG!!!! Goes the starters pistol, your perfectly toned athletic body springs up in reaction to the cue for you to race your opponents. You knew the gun would go off and u knew u had to sprint for glory but because u didn't know which exact millisecond it would go off you hesitated and delayed your spring forward. In a race like this a millisecond breaks a world record and points the spotlight on you... But coz you were not ready enough, you wasted a millisecond and you remain in the shadows... Scenario 2 U have been craving for a dip in the pool because its hot. So you poise yourself in the divers position and take a deep breath... 'Dammit its hot. This water will be perfect for me' is what you think. You take the dive, making a small graceful splash as your body enters the water... And just then the cold temperature of the water makes u realise that you were not totally ready for this.... Scenario 3 Your heart is beating fast, your palms...

So... In my previous post I was saying FTW and to be honest that's how I felt all day. Between then and now I tried to numb the pain by going for a few drinks. Tried offloading the weight by telling 'my best friend L' about how I feel and why I was feeling that way but nothing worked. So I walk into the house, maid opens the door and then this little thing about a fifth of my height screams 'Papa!! Surprise!!!' And then she dips her body and springs into my arms for a warm embrace and a lovely kiss. 'Papa you have come backed?', this little lovely creature asks. 'Yes baby I am back.' I reply. 'Wow I missed you.' She says afterwards. The above conversation made me feel so alive and full of purpose. My daughter always reminds me why I have to keep on pushing, why I have to be my best... Why I have to see things through and basically why I hope out of bed and go out to work. I remember the day she was born, 19th April, 2009 at ...

So i had a bad dream... it was simple. I was in a car I have never driven before, a Land Rover 110, yes the old one from that ad many many many many years ago where a guy is stuck in a dam and he uses a winch to put the vehicle out? Yeah.... that sexy add. (Let me youtube it even). Anyway, there i was driving from Makeni and i run over a guy on an Eagle bicycle and the guy got all mangled (what do you expect, I hit him with one of the toughest vehicles ever made) then as I swerved off the road I hit a white Toyota Altezza or as I prefer to call it, The Zambian Ferrari. So anyway I had a bad dream in which I killed about three people. I have had this heavy feeling today and it has really dragged me down. Not looking forward to anything and not even eating (yes and I am always hungry). I have been feeling so angry most of the day and the world around me is not making things any easier by throwing all sorts of pressure at me. I am not saying I crack easily under pressure but we all ha...

Where did we leave off? Oh yeah. Allow me to stray a bit, but its imperative I put this down. I was having a chat with my friend Alice the other day about this end of the world thing and while on the story we started chatting about God and how he knows you before you are born and knows your life. So she asked "Did God know Eve would eat of the apple (yes she said apple) and give some to Adam?" I answered her by saying "Yes God knows us before we are born and knows what our lives are like but he hasn't planned them to say You will be this and You will be that. That's why he gave us free will. The power to make choices and it is those choices that determine the course of our lives." Now back to our topic. We will revisit the above discussion as we go along. So the end of the world has been predicted and prophesied and maybe even planned but I refuse to panic and change the way I live just because of that. Take TB Joshua for instance, people have started ...

Its 1999 and people are panicking because we are nearing the beginning of a new century. Some religious leaders have foretold the end of the world at the turn of the 21st century. As if that's not enough, Nastradamus, a prophet of sorts also predicted the end of the world once the new century comes... Wait, it doesn't end there. Scientists and computer experts also predict chaos once the clocks hit 00:00, 2000 because computers will shut down and get confused because of the millennium bug. So human beings do what is normal reaction, a natural reaction. Something that the scientists and atheists believe happens when there is a change. Evolution. But this is not evolution, it is a natural reaction to threats, defence. The religious ones conform to a norm. Basically, those in the religious circles (christians) become more religious by intensifying their belief and deepening their faith. The scientists do the same by being more scientific and more complex and confusing. The p...

Almost 7 billion people on earth... Think about it. 7 billion. And each of those is as unique as the fingerprints on their palms. 7 billion differences. 7 billion psychos, because I believe we are all potentially crazy, and 7 billion geniuses because I believe we are all potentially brilliant. So, E pluribus Unum, Out of Many, one.... How do we as human beings differentiate one person from the next, form long standing bonds and form antagonistic relationships to the point where people can't be without someone or totally hate each other? E pluribus Unum. There is no equal distribution of love or attention even between a mother and her children, there will always be a favorite, E pluribus Unum. Even the level of hate or loathing between you and your foes is different, some are tolerable some are not. E pluribus unum. So where am I going with this? Wait... I just remembered something. I have no enemies. True. I might dislike some people but I have a big heart and I don'...

'SLAAAAAAPP!!!... That's what most guys get from their girlfriends for not averting their eyes when in public and a big, shapely juicy ass carried by an equally scrumptious looking girl passes by.... Like my precious posts... I will say one thing. Its a normal, natural reaction. Just like women go crazy when they see a pair of shoes, us guys don't the same except we don't scream and make noise about it. Maybe the only mistake we make is to pretend we not looking. Pretending we haven't seen or noticed when in actual fact we smacking that ass in our minds. I won't lie to you. I look at ass. I love ass... (Chicks ass). And I never hide the fact that I do. I even comment on what I see almost regardless of who I am with, wife, sister.... Sexy lady ass is worth a compliment. But wait a minute... How do chicks notice that their guy is looking? Coz they are looking too. They notice the ass and immediately realise they have competition for the moment. So they ...

He who casts the first stone... Must make sure he kills his target with one shot. I wish that's how the saying goes but...we all know what it says or how it goes. Human beings are so hypocritical. We say one thing, do another, pretend to be saints and taint other peoples images and names. Why? Because every single human being is selfish, always thinking of themselves. Its natural. But... This selfishness breeds envy and hate and quite frankly a lot of stupidity like people always wanting to know who's doing what, who's doing who, who got what, who lost what but basically always trying to find faults or flaws in others. Don't get me wrong. I am not saying its all negative but like all 'normal' people I will focus on the negative.  You would wonder why people do this. Why people will put a lot of time and effort in finding out the silliest of things about another person. That has always baffled me. Yes we like to hear a lil gossip here and there but some pe...

So if ripped u up and checked deep inside u to find out what makes you tick, what would find? To b honest ripped u apart it would be a bloody mess. But... if found a way to 'rip' your mind up and find out what your thoughts are... There are approximately 7 billion people on earth and each one of these individuals has a unique set of fingerprints... but that is not the only thing unique to human being. Their minds, my mind, your mind... they are all different. We all have different preferences and what births gay people, murderers, rapists, geniuses, politicians and their lying asses and md men. This individualism brings about self awareness. Others are leaders while others are more than happy to be led. I believe I am a leader because I have always been given leadership roles. I mean it feels good to snap out orders and have people do as u order... Its like you are viewing a football field from your playstation and the move at the push of your buttons. Strangely, I have w...

What can i say about this month? Many say it is the month of romance and many more believe they will meet their soul mate on valentines day. I for one have met so many people who treasure this month. It is on the 13th of this month February that i lost my truest most bestest and loyalest friend one can ever have... i lost my mother... 1999. It has been 12 years but still i stay strong. My best friend Chewe has his birthday on the 16th... along with a whole bunch of other friends. It is in the month of frebruary 2012 that the Zambia National Football Team won the African cup of Nations for the first time inthe nations history after so years of trying. It is also in this month that my uncle and aunt got attacked by thieves in the middle of the night. Not onnly them suffered such an injustice but my grandmother, old, humble and alone was attacked by thieves and beaten to near death. She was in a coma for over a week. It doesn't end there. In february of 2012 I lost someone ...

I am greeted by the sad news that an icon, a father, a figure of hope, respect, wisdom and all other things and words that show respect and awe is in hospital. It is a sad development. But if I asked you a question, it would be this. Do you want or for lack of better words wish for Madiba to live? My answer would be NO. I think he has lived a magnanimous life and has transformed the world and all the people who have met him in one way or another. We should let him rest in peace and let his legacy live on. Even if he left us in the physical he will be with us in the spiritual and through his magnificent contribution to the human race... And ofcourse the statues and pictures and all forms of memorabilia. No disrespect but even if he lived we would just feel sorry for him because he looks frail and looks like he is struggling. Anyway, these are just my thoughts...

Here goes the ballad of a legend, one of a hero, the one about xalent. Born with no sister neither a brother from a lady so special, kind and sweet hand picked by God himself to be his mother He was so smart special and brave so good looking so handsome of face warm at heart, tall of height with a great build and a gait of grace he wooed the girls, chicks and women but there was only one that made him drool sure there were others full of splendor but the only beauty he could marry was Juicy-Ju he could make things work once they were broken all day long tinkering and busy but his greatest invention of all was his small sweet beautiful chissy the ballad goes on, for xalent is amazing his feats so awesome unique to few none can match him as his life goes on thats the reason this ballad will always continue